I don't know if this will be read by Miley or not. But dear, before you go down the rat hole any further, you should check into a rehab. hospital and get some help. I'm not saying this to be mean, I'm saying it b/c I used to be your fan. What you are doing now is truly disgraceful. You will regret it when you get older and look back on your life. You are self-destructing. Please, please seek help.