
hi there John just wanted to tell you I am so new to this fan thing and hope you had a lovely Christmas and hope you have a fantastic new year I hope you and your family is well and not working to hard lol i just want you to know that I totally understand what you been through going through and hope you all have a better year hope you find that special lady yes I will always standby you support you and watch over you all in my dreams I will always be here and always love what you do well on YouTube or here as I don’t use social media anymore yes to all the signs and to all the questions and doubts you have if you understand my logic there is 3 places in this life heaven hell and

I from all of them I have don’t bad things I have done good things now I am making a new foundation on life a new start new beginning anyone can’t start again how many times they like they are only human it don’t matter who anybody looks like it is what is their heart more than anything the more love someone gives the better the person is me I have a lot of heart to give I am unique kind honest loyal trusting and precious I am a special gift sent to help and guide you to be honest I looked in my mind body and soul and god sent me you so I don’t know why or what for but it just happened it is a new path and unknown charted waters so just have to wait and hope and have faith enough of me waffling have a great year take care