Deep down, if you feel like taking the pill then go ahead. It's probably best to take it when you feel ready, and not when everyone else thinks its a good time.
Just ensure you always have a loving support of family, friends and doctors available in case you need someone to talk to, or someone for additional support.
Finally, always keep hope alive
Despite all this, there's light at the end of the tunnel regardless of all the setbacks you may be facing now. This may be a difficult time for you, but sooner than later you'll have a lovely daughter to care and love 
May everything get better right .... now
nowandagain [rockon]
. I've lost 7 lbs. because I've been able to keep very little down. I feel miserable and now I don't know what to do if I can't tolerate this happening over and over, since my OB thinks this is what's best. He's hoping that the nausea and vomiting subside, but there isn't really any inkling of that happening yet. I just have different degrees of nausea, how bad depends on when I've taken the medicine. 
. I know that a lot of my stress and anxiety comes from thinking that this will be going on forever. Of course, my symptoms and problems will have to be re-evaluated quite frequently. I know my doctor is VERY adamant about me taking the PTU, but I guess I just don't know how much more than I can handle because of the severity of my symptoms to date. So, thank you again for keeping me in your prayers...it is VERY much appreciated and I'm sure it will contribute to a safe outcome for me and the baby